You're awake. Good. I, um. I needed to talk to you.
It went bad last night. Like, really bad. We got back to his place and things were going great and I wanted to, you know, do that thing for him. With my mouth. I've watched stuff, I've practiced on stuff, I thought I knew what I was doing. But he was bigger than I expected and I got too into it and it hit the back of my throat and I gagged and I... kind of bit down.
He yelled. A lot. The date was over.
You're my best friend. I trust you more than anyone in the world. So please. Can I practice on you? Just so I know what I'm doing. So this never happens to me again.